Apologies All Around

Dr. Bethany Blue

The Doctor Is In
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Interwire Champion
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#1
This past week I had asked for showdown off, with a new budget out and having to control my food and labor costs (Chef Stuff) I have had to cut down some of my work force and taken on more duties that have prevented me from doing my job, so the last 2 weeks at work had been rough, this past weekend was also my Wedding Anniversary, what I should have done was ask for Voltage off too but because Dr. Blue was off the week before, I didn't want to make it look like I was taking time off or making her look inactive....

Then something happened to me last Tuesday that I never experienced before. One of my long time employees was diagnosed with throat cancer about a month ago. She was due for chemo and a tracheotomy. Very scared and afraid, she didn't want to do the surgery but I felt myself and the Sous Chef convinced her that it was in her best interest as she was only 45. After having a long conversation with her on Monday before we all went home, she never showed up to work the next day. She had worked for the company 20 plus years, in my time there she never called out or no showed work so I automatically knew something was wrong. Since I had taken her home before, I knew where she lived, I stopped by on my way to another office as I run 6 different kitchens along the Space Coast. When I arrived, her door was open, I stepped in and found her deceased of an apparent suicide. I was shocked, then numb, never knew how I would deal with it. For the last week all I could see was the image I saw that wouldn't leave my thoughts, some of my long time friends in another fed I'm in, one of them is a Social worker felt I maybe suffering from PTSD. After almost a week I feel a lot better and I am actually talking to a Social worker provided by my company tomorrow.

I want to apologize for two things, first to my partner @Constance Blevins, he had this great promo and collab going that I couldn't help with, I didn't even read it until it was already posted, I let my boy down and I feel bad for it, I'll make it up to you brother. The second is the shit output I delivered this past week, @Raven Roberts you of all people didn't deserve that. I admire and respect your dedication to this game and I love your character, this is a match and feud I have long waited for and I dropped the syringe big time with the Doc. I had already talked to @Kassidy Heart earlier in the week about my situation and I want to say THANK YOU for understanding my issues and working with me. Hopefully one day soon The Doc and Raven can tangle again in a singles match and we can tear the roof off. I am a very dedicated and competitive individual, that is how I have lived all my life, I give it my all and for me long as I did that, the results don't matter, long as I'm having fun. This past week, I tried to find the time and the mind frame to write, I couldn't until Saturday Night at 10:45pm when I threw something together just to show as I will NEVER not show and at least give this match some story behind it which worked out well, again thank you Kass. I also want to thank @Cameron Ella Ava for giving me the past week off, it really helped.

Moving forward, I have found that writing roleplays, CD's, matches, etc. is very therapeutic and gives me the escape from my normal life and the unexpected that may pop up from time to time. I wanted to write this to let you guys know, I'm not flaking, I'm not some flash in the pan handler that just disappears, I'm part of this. I may not always chat on Discord, half the time I feel like the subject matter, I have nothing funny or intelligent to add to it, but I am always watching and reading.

I am back to normal this week and moving forward, thanks for reading and understanding.
 

Raven Roberts

The Bird of Prey
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Universal Women's Champion
Ms. Cash In The Vault
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#3
Real life will always come in as more important. You can’t ever be down on any decision that places genuine life impacting situations over virtual/scripted false realities, so an apology is not necessary by any means. We all love this game or we wouldn’t play it. And by that logic there will be plenty of opportunities to lock horns down the road. Such as possibly with your other character at Wicked Games 😉. But ultimately, as much as I enjoy the fed, I also have a mortgage to pay and kids to feed. So never feel bad or sorry for shirking fed stuff for the sake of taking care of work or family or what have you. You communicated the fact that there were problems to Kassidy early on. That’s truly the best thing you can ever do because I remember as a head writer when someone would no show or something and didn’t tell me there were issues until after the week was well over. Communication is the biggest key. Stay strong. And here’s hoping everything with work and with life gets a bit easier going forward.
 

Kassidy Heart

The Mauler 💜 Queen of the Ultraviolent
Staff member
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#4
Ily and I'm invested in you, and I told you that I've got you. I'm always here if you need anything. 💜💜💜💜💜💜
 

Gaines

Well-known member
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#5
we are here for you if you need someone to talk to that you don't have to pay I imagine we are all ears
 

TLA

La Pantera Sexual
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World Heavyweight Champion
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#6
Sorry to hear what u went thru homie. Sounds rough af. We here at EAW are yo amigos and we running a kitchen too cooking up nothing but luv for u <3
 

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