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My last chance…
It’s my last chance at getting to Mr. DEDEDE and avenging my sister for the hell he made her life. He completely stripped her of her livelihood and he would have taken so much more from her. He already took so fucking much from her and it eats me alive everyday. I have that nasty footage of DEDEDE hitting that flaming equalizer to her skull embedded on my mind. I can’t unhear the impact of that chair shot. It’s one of the noises I wish I didn’t know the sound of, but the whole moment was a blur. I couldn’t bear to look at Cameron’s unconscious body as the tears in my eyes began to form. It took me a good bit until I was able to look at the television, but the last shot really pissed me off and it was Mr. DEDEDE with Cameron’s Answers World Championship. At that moment, I knew that I had to be the one to make Mr. DEDEDE pay for all the harm that he’s caused Cameron and the rest of our family. One of the ways to make sure that I get to Pain for Pride is by winning the No Way Out Match. I never expected for the Answers World Championship to be on my radar. Originally, it wasn’t my road to take. I thought it would be a long shot for me to get myself into the match. I’m not a full-time member of the roster. I’m barely around. Ryan Wilson made it clear that people would need to earn their way into the match. I could not expect myself to get this opportunity on a silver platter. I could have used that coote little contract of mine to get myself into the match, but I wanted to earn this match on my own merit. I didn’t want people to think that I just got into this match due to my connections. From a performance standpoint, it should be enough to let me in this match. I understand though, why would I be given an opportunity at this match? I haven’t won a lot of matches. I’m constantly scratching and clawing for any opportunity to make a name for myself. If that means at the expense of family, then it’s something that I’m more than willing to do. As much as I value family and whatnot, I’m willing to put that thought to the side and have nothing stop me from headlining Pain for Pride.
Headlining Pain for Pride is something that never considered returning a few weeks ago. It seems like such a huge aspiration for me. To everyone else in the match, it doesn’t seem realistic for me. There are people who believe that I am the least deserving person to be part of this match. They’ll do everything they can to make me feel inferior to them aka the Lance Blackfyre approach that always seems to take with everyone. He’s bigger, stronger, tougher and I have zero chance in standing toe-to-toe with this so-called “monster.” Why is that? Is it because I’m a woman? Is it because I’m nothing more than a blonde bimbo who doesn’t belong in the same ring as him? I bet, it’s going to be a huge pain in the ass to be talking to a woman who will stand her ground and use ANY opportunity to pop off. That’s right -- he doesn’t intimidate me whatsoever. In fact, if I have some sort of reaction to him, it’s disgusting. I mean, have you looked at him? Lance Blackfyre is fucking ugly and he has a face that not even his mother would love and he fucking sucks in the ring. He’s nothing more than the generic “monster” that EAW has been pledged with over the years. Hell, he’s not the best monster that EAW has been graced with. At least, Apocalypse was somewhat intimidating before he fell off. I would rather have him back than be stuck with Lance Blackfyre who is expecting for his mediocre half-ass work to get him anywhere in this company. Lance needs to realize that it takes more than looking intimidating to get opportunities. He needs to move around and wrestle as well. At least, it got him a PURE Championship match at Grand Rampage, that’s more than an opportunity that I would have gotten, but let’s not forget that he nearly got himself murdered by Jake Smith and Alexis Chambers out of all people. That’s a fucking embarrassment. What they did to him at Grand Rampage, is what Lance wished that he would have done to Jake and that’s just fucking sad. It’s supposed to be impossible to take down monsters, but I shouldn’t have much of an issue with taking down Lance Blackfyre and sending his bitch ass lower on the card. Yeah, he’ll throw me like a glorified rag doll across the ring, but I’ll find some way to get out of the situation in one piece.
Speaking of One Piece, Myles is someone who I am looking to be squaring off against in the ring. Normally, I didn’t think that I would have a problem with when I returned to Showdown; however, it took one fucking promo for him to get on my bad side. I’m sorry, but him saying shit like “Cameron is better off dead” or the quote around the lines of that, really irked me. He reminded me as nothing more than a fucking edgy teenager, trying to say the most controversial statement possible. With my sister’s career ending and how it ended, it seemed like the go-to lines for those people who want to drag my sister’s name through the fucking mud, knowing that they’re nothing more than spineless cunts that would have never said that shit to her face. I dare for Myles to gives me that same fucking energy and I am going to throw that energy back to his face in return. I got nothing to be afraid of. I’ve faced one mean Australian in the past, so he’s not going to be an issue to me whatsoever. In fact, I look forward to crossing paths with this cunt. What is he going to do? Gloat about winning every match since his return? Yeah, Shane Gates and The Ring Master are so terrifying! The only one with some sort of importance is Harper Lee, but he would have never defeated her if it wasn’t for Veena sticking her hideous wicked witch nose where it didn’t belong. Now, he can turn this around and say that if it wasn’t for Shaker Jones, I would have never defeated Ryan Wilson. He can use that point to make me out to seem like some hypocrite, but Shaker was doing god’s work out there by costing Ryan Wilson a chance of being that match. Besides, even without Shaker, I was more than capable of getting the job done. When it comes to avenging my sister, nothing was going to stop me from winning the match. In my heart, I knew I was going to come out victorious regardless of what happened out there. I understand -- Myles is supposed to be on another level. He was supposed to surpass Xander Payne. Instead, he became Xander’s bitch at Territorial Invasion last year. Now, he’s returned, reinvented himself and thinks that this is going to be enough to win him this No Way Out Match? Yeah, I don’t see that happening whatsoever. That’s not happening on my watch.
Just like Ahren Fournier winning this match is not going to happen in my chance. What makes Ahren believe that he’s going to win this match? Because he’s front and center on the Odyssey poster? Because he “deserves it?” Because he “works hard?” That’s not Ahren believing that he has any chance. That’s what makes Ahren feel entitled to winning this match. His road to Goatdemption is not going to conclude with him winning the Answers World Championship at Pain for Pride. He likes to bitch about Rex McAllister main eventing Pain for Pride after Pain for Pride, but if someone like Jamie were to win this match, he would be his number one supporter. Ahren would turn the other cheek and support Jamie in his quest to claim the Answers World Championship. Ahren is the definition of someone not giving anyone else the same energy. He lives in a double standard of his own; however, this doesn’t involve gender, but involves some of these people in the company. Ahren will be the first person to say someone not wanting to see Rex McAllister in a Pain for Pride main event for a third year in a row, but if Jamie manages to win this match, we’d be seeing him in the Pain for Pride main event for a second year in a row. Most likely, Ahren won’t talk shit about Jamie. Ahren will do NOTHING to jeopardize his “friendship” with Jamie when Jamie has established that Ahren is his POTENTIAL SECOND best friend. BITCH, YOU AREN’T NUMBER ONE. EAT A DICK. But seriously, we should all step aside and let Ahren main event JUST because he’s never main evented before. Well, Myles hasn’t. Lance hasn’t. I haven’t. He can’t really use that argument going into this match because every person besides Jamie is on the same boat as he is on. But, Jamie and Ahren are the only two former World Champions in this match. They are probably the biggest threats in the match. As much as Ahren doesn’t take shit seriously some of the time, when he actually does that, he performs to his absolute best. That’s something I am going to be on a look out for, but I’ve been known to not take shit seriously as well and when I do, it’s over for everyone. Can Ahren just imagine losing to someone who’s only relevant because he’s part of “Jamie’s family.” Correction: It’s Cameron’s family before it was Jamie’s family as well. The details matter and that’s something that Ahren needs to be aware of with me this week. Just a thought.
As for Jamie, it seems like we both have the same motivation and mindset going into this match. We know who and what we’re fighting for. It’s going to be beat like a dead horse all this this week. It’s enviable that we’re going to find ourselves clashing. Not in the ring, but with whatever vile words come out of our mouths. It’s something that I’ve been preparing for. Sure, I’m not as special as Jamie, who has been preparing for a moment like this for months. Ever since King of Elite did not go down the way he wanted too, he wanted to rebuild himself a bit and make sure that the next opportunity he got, he didn't drop the ball on it. Well, this is the next opportunity. If anything, it’s his last opportunity because if he fails to win at Odyssey, then he can kiss his dreams of making his Pain for Pride match with DEDEDE goodbye. I understand that he wants nothing more than to make this match a reality. It’s a match that should have happened a long fucking time ago. He thought that he got that closure when he smashed that sledgehammer onto DEDEDE’s jaw at Road to Redemption. That was satisfying for me to watch, but it seemed like Grand Rampage reopened the wound that Jamie spent a while trying to heal. Now, he’s probably wondering if it really healed to begin with, but I just need to remind him that it’s not just him that’s in pain. I’m in pain as well. I am going to stop at nothing to make sure that my sister is avenged in some sort of way. I have this giant opportunity and I’m not going to drop the ball on it. I am still going to give it my all in the match. He can take that personally. I mean, if someone wants the same thing he has, he’s proven that he isn’t going to halt his aspirations for the sake of anyone. Not Cameron and most importantly, not me. I don’t expect that from him and he shouldn’t expect that from me. He doesn’t need to take me seriously. I can tell that he doesn’t think I have a clear shot at winning this match. He doesn’t think I’m capable physically or mentally to take part of this match and the aftermath that comes of it. Well, is he? Strip away the accomplishments, the Hall of Fame status and everything else that makes Jamie O’Hara so great, he is nothing more than a human being. Is he prepared for the hell that DEDEDE is going to give him? Or is he like me in that situation. It doesn’t matter the hell ahead of him. As long as Cameron is avenged, that’s all that matters. That statement should be enough for the both of us, but we’re both driven and competitive as it is and that is going to make things very interesting.
As I’ve said, there’s not many people who think that I have a shot at winning this No Way Out Match. I’m not going to be the ideal person to bet on and I don’t blame them whatsoever, but I’m nothing more than a woman who wants to step up to the plate and prove that she’s not a shame to her family name. I can handle whatever is going to be thrown at me, but will my competition? It’s something that we’ll have to figure out.
It’s my last chance at getting to Mr. DEDEDE and avenging my sister for the hell he made her life. He completely stripped her of her livelihood and he would have taken so much more from her. He already took so fucking much from her and it eats me alive everyday. I have that nasty footage of DEDEDE hitting that flaming equalizer to her skull embedded on my mind. I can’t unhear the impact of that chair shot. It’s one of the noises I wish I didn’t know the sound of, but the whole moment was a blur. I couldn’t bear to look at Cameron’s unconscious body as the tears in my eyes began to form. It took me a good bit until I was able to look at the television, but the last shot really pissed me off and it was Mr. DEDEDE with Cameron’s Answers World Championship. At that moment, I knew that I had to be the one to make Mr. DEDEDE pay for all the harm that he’s caused Cameron and the rest of our family. One of the ways to make sure that I get to Pain for Pride is by winning the No Way Out Match. I never expected for the Answers World Championship to be on my radar. Originally, it wasn’t my road to take. I thought it would be a long shot for me to get myself into the match. I’m not a full-time member of the roster. I’m barely around. Ryan Wilson made it clear that people would need to earn their way into the match. I could not expect myself to get this opportunity on a silver platter. I could have used that coote little contract of mine to get myself into the match, but I wanted to earn this match on my own merit. I didn’t want people to think that I just got into this match due to my connections. From a performance standpoint, it should be enough to let me in this match. I understand though, why would I be given an opportunity at this match? I haven’t won a lot of matches. I’m constantly scratching and clawing for any opportunity to make a name for myself. If that means at the expense of family, then it’s something that I’m more than willing to do. As much as I value family and whatnot, I’m willing to put that thought to the side and have nothing stop me from headlining Pain for Pride.
Headlining Pain for Pride is something that never considered returning a few weeks ago. It seems like such a huge aspiration for me. To everyone else in the match, it doesn’t seem realistic for me. There are people who believe that I am the least deserving person to be part of this match. They’ll do everything they can to make me feel inferior to them aka the Lance Blackfyre approach that always seems to take with everyone. He’s bigger, stronger, tougher and I have zero chance in standing toe-to-toe with this so-called “monster.” Why is that? Is it because I’m a woman? Is it because I’m nothing more than a blonde bimbo who doesn’t belong in the same ring as him? I bet, it’s going to be a huge pain in the ass to be talking to a woman who will stand her ground and use ANY opportunity to pop off. That’s right -- he doesn’t intimidate me whatsoever. In fact, if I have some sort of reaction to him, it’s disgusting. I mean, have you looked at him? Lance Blackfyre is fucking ugly and he has a face that not even his mother would love and he fucking sucks in the ring. He’s nothing more than the generic “monster” that EAW has been pledged with over the years. Hell, he’s not the best monster that EAW has been graced with. At least, Apocalypse was somewhat intimidating before he fell off. I would rather have him back than be stuck with Lance Blackfyre who is expecting for his mediocre half-ass work to get him anywhere in this company. Lance needs to realize that it takes more than looking intimidating to get opportunities. He needs to move around and wrestle as well. At least, it got him a PURE Championship match at Grand Rampage, that’s more than an opportunity that I would have gotten, but let’s not forget that he nearly got himself murdered by Jake Smith and Alexis Chambers out of all people. That’s a fucking embarrassment. What they did to him at Grand Rampage, is what Lance wished that he would have done to Jake and that’s just fucking sad. It’s supposed to be impossible to take down monsters, but I shouldn’t have much of an issue with taking down Lance Blackfyre and sending his bitch ass lower on the card. Yeah, he’ll throw me like a glorified rag doll across the ring, but I’ll find some way to get out of the situation in one piece.
Speaking of One Piece, Myles is someone who I am looking to be squaring off against in the ring. Normally, I didn’t think that I would have a problem with when I returned to Showdown; however, it took one fucking promo for him to get on my bad side. I’m sorry, but him saying shit like “Cameron is better off dead” or the quote around the lines of that, really irked me. He reminded me as nothing more than a fucking edgy teenager, trying to say the most controversial statement possible. With my sister’s career ending and how it ended, it seemed like the go-to lines for those people who want to drag my sister’s name through the fucking mud, knowing that they’re nothing more than spineless cunts that would have never said that shit to her face. I dare for Myles to gives me that same fucking energy and I am going to throw that energy back to his face in return. I got nothing to be afraid of. I’ve faced one mean Australian in the past, so he’s not going to be an issue to me whatsoever. In fact, I look forward to crossing paths with this cunt. What is he going to do? Gloat about winning every match since his return? Yeah, Shane Gates and The Ring Master are so terrifying! The only one with some sort of importance is Harper Lee, but he would have never defeated her if it wasn’t for Veena sticking her hideous wicked witch nose where it didn’t belong. Now, he can turn this around and say that if it wasn’t for Shaker Jones, I would have never defeated Ryan Wilson. He can use that point to make me out to seem like some hypocrite, but Shaker was doing god’s work out there by costing Ryan Wilson a chance of being that match. Besides, even without Shaker, I was more than capable of getting the job done. When it comes to avenging my sister, nothing was going to stop me from winning the match. In my heart, I knew I was going to come out victorious regardless of what happened out there. I understand -- Myles is supposed to be on another level. He was supposed to surpass Xander Payne. Instead, he became Xander’s bitch at Territorial Invasion last year. Now, he’s returned, reinvented himself and thinks that this is going to be enough to win him this No Way Out Match? Yeah, I don’t see that happening whatsoever. That’s not happening on my watch.
Just like Ahren Fournier winning this match is not going to happen in my chance. What makes Ahren believe that he’s going to win this match? Because he’s front and center on the Odyssey poster? Because he “deserves it?” Because he “works hard?” That’s not Ahren believing that he has any chance. That’s what makes Ahren feel entitled to winning this match. His road to Goatdemption is not going to conclude with him winning the Answers World Championship at Pain for Pride. He likes to bitch about Rex McAllister main eventing Pain for Pride after Pain for Pride, but if someone like Jamie were to win this match, he would be his number one supporter. Ahren would turn the other cheek and support Jamie in his quest to claim the Answers World Championship. Ahren is the definition of someone not giving anyone else the same energy. He lives in a double standard of his own; however, this doesn’t involve gender, but involves some of these people in the company. Ahren will be the first person to say someone not wanting to see Rex McAllister in a Pain for Pride main event for a third year in a row, but if Jamie manages to win this match, we’d be seeing him in the Pain for Pride main event for a second year in a row. Most likely, Ahren won’t talk shit about Jamie. Ahren will do NOTHING to jeopardize his “friendship” with Jamie when Jamie has established that Ahren is his POTENTIAL SECOND best friend. BITCH, YOU AREN’T NUMBER ONE. EAT A DICK. But seriously, we should all step aside and let Ahren main event JUST because he’s never main evented before. Well, Myles hasn’t. Lance hasn’t. I haven’t. He can’t really use that argument going into this match because every person besides Jamie is on the same boat as he is on. But, Jamie and Ahren are the only two former World Champions in this match. They are probably the biggest threats in the match. As much as Ahren doesn’t take shit seriously some of the time, when he actually does that, he performs to his absolute best. That’s something I am going to be on a look out for, but I’ve been known to not take shit seriously as well and when I do, it’s over for everyone. Can Ahren just imagine losing to someone who’s only relevant because he’s part of “Jamie’s family.” Correction: It’s Cameron’s family before it was Jamie’s family as well. The details matter and that’s something that Ahren needs to be aware of with me this week. Just a thought.
As for Jamie, it seems like we both have the same motivation and mindset going into this match. We know who and what we’re fighting for. It’s going to be beat like a dead horse all this this week. It’s enviable that we’re going to find ourselves clashing. Not in the ring, but with whatever vile words come out of our mouths. It’s something that I’ve been preparing for. Sure, I’m not as special as Jamie, who has been preparing for a moment like this for months. Ever since King of Elite did not go down the way he wanted too, he wanted to rebuild himself a bit and make sure that the next opportunity he got, he didn't drop the ball on it. Well, this is the next opportunity. If anything, it’s his last opportunity because if he fails to win at Odyssey, then he can kiss his dreams of making his Pain for Pride match with DEDEDE goodbye. I understand that he wants nothing more than to make this match a reality. It’s a match that should have happened a long fucking time ago. He thought that he got that closure when he smashed that sledgehammer onto DEDEDE’s jaw at Road to Redemption. That was satisfying for me to watch, but it seemed like Grand Rampage reopened the wound that Jamie spent a while trying to heal. Now, he’s probably wondering if it really healed to begin with, but I just need to remind him that it’s not just him that’s in pain. I’m in pain as well. I am going to stop at nothing to make sure that my sister is avenged in some sort of way. I have this giant opportunity and I’m not going to drop the ball on it. I am still going to give it my all in the match. He can take that personally. I mean, if someone wants the same thing he has, he’s proven that he isn’t going to halt his aspirations for the sake of anyone. Not Cameron and most importantly, not me. I don’t expect that from him and he shouldn’t expect that from me. He doesn’t need to take me seriously. I can tell that he doesn’t think I have a clear shot at winning this match. He doesn’t think I’m capable physically or mentally to take part of this match and the aftermath that comes of it. Well, is he? Strip away the accomplishments, the Hall of Fame status and everything else that makes Jamie O’Hara so great, he is nothing more than a human being. Is he prepared for the hell that DEDEDE is going to give him? Or is he like me in that situation. It doesn’t matter the hell ahead of him. As long as Cameron is avenged, that’s all that matters. That statement should be enough for the both of us, but we’re both driven and competitive as it is and that is going to make things very interesting.
As I’ve said, there’s not many people who think that I have a shot at winning this No Way Out Match. I’m not going to be the ideal person to bet on and I don’t blame them whatsoever, but I’m nothing more than a woman who wants to step up to the plate and prove that she’s not a shame to her family name. I can handle whatever is going to be thrown at me, but will my competition? It’s something that we’ll have to figure out.
