Well, it finally happened, my first defeat in EAW. Now I remember that before the match I said a lot of things, made a lot of claims but still came up short. Well, sometimes things really don’t go your way. Sometimes, even if you give it your all and come this close to victory, situations might arise that will derail all the momentum you have gathered and produce an out of expectation result. On last week’s Dynasty, I gave it my all and there were times when my opponent simply had no answers to my moves. But in the end, shit happened that gave my opponent the advantage and allowed her to pick up the win. Defeat like this always raises questions, like for instance what would have happened if I hadn’t tried to perform the superkick in the end? Or how different things would have been if I would have noticed that her leg was beneath the ropes just after hitting that flawless Roaring Canon? Would I have averted the defeat and left the ring victorious and went 2-0 up on Dynasty? Not every question has a straight answer and these questions are of those types. Maybe if the answers to the questions I asked was then maybe I would have won or maybe even then she would have found some way to get the win. Like this, there are numerous other possibilities that could have occurred and each possibility leaves the door open for yet more questions and so, instead of trying to find answers to those, it is always better to learn from these events and move on.
Because the reality is that I may have to face defeat now and then. Not everyone is perfect and we all have to face defeat one time or the other. However, my road to redemption does not stop because of this. No matter how many bumps I have to encounter, the journey goes on and on until I become the man I was originally supposed to be, one of the best. Every week, I will continue to travel down the road and no matter who I have to face, I will not back down. So Komatsu Ogawa, if you are listening to this then I want to pay close attention. You and me, we got a date this week man. Yeah, isn’t that exciting, the man who calls himself the devil and the man who calls himself the Angel will be in the ring together. This almost sounds like the finale of one of those superhero movies where the hero and the villain face off against each other in one epic clash. Look, it’s all fine, it’s all cool, the social media can have a blast with all this but in reality, if you look at the crux of it all then it is the story of one man’s battle to get back to winning ways and another man’s battle for…well… I am sorry, what is it exactly you are doing right now Ogawa? If we retrace the steps then two weeks back on Dynasty you got your ass beat by Adam Lucas and got involved with you buddy to ruin an Extreme Elimination Chamber match. You followed that up by making a statement this week about nuts and finally ended it by doing absolutely nothing when your partner got destroyed by Dray Fontana. So basically, you tried to sound all tough and macho but not only did for the past two weeks is lose you and lose while also costing your partner the match. That’s a big yikes from me man! If I have to sum up everything then you are like “heeeyyyy look at me, I am the devil, I am the ungovernable, I make cool entrances with hideously painted masks and I am trying to be a cult leader but when I go to the ring I get my ass handed to me and also make sure the same happens to me partner because no matter how tough I sound in paper, in real life I am a wimp, a big fucking wimp who can do nothing properly”.
Now don’t get all angry on me and start verbally attacking me by trying to bring up my drug habit or calling me a hobo just like all the people I met here thus far have. Instead of doing that, clear you mind and after you do that, try and understand what awaits you this week on Dynasty. After that disappointing loss last week, I am ready to get back to winning ways as soon as possible. But even in defeat, I have shown that my in ring condition is improving as is my ability to wrestle longer matches. Which means, things you could have potentially used against me to gain an upper hand is reducing quite fast. Alright, enough about me, tell me what do you have that I should consider a threat? You boldly claim that you have all sorts of cheat tactics like biting, scratching and other similar things. You also say that you have evolved to become a calm and calculated fighter. Here is the thing though, should I really be afraid of all those? I mean, even with such methods in your bag you still lost both the singles match and the tag team match. So that means, they aren’t as threatening as you claim them to be. Either that or they are effective but you as a wrestler is unable to use them effectively. Well either way, I really do hope that you use all these techniques against me when we meet on Friday. Because it is only after I have achieved complete domination over you that I will feel satisfied an the only way I can achieve complete domination is if I beat you even after you have used every tactic on me.
Because the reality is that I may have to face defeat now and then. Not everyone is perfect and we all have to face defeat one time or the other. However, my road to redemption does not stop because of this. No matter how many bumps I have to encounter, the journey goes on and on until I become the man I was originally supposed to be, one of the best. Every week, I will continue to travel down the road and no matter who I have to face, I will not back down. So Komatsu Ogawa, if you are listening to this then I want to pay close attention. You and me, we got a date this week man. Yeah, isn’t that exciting, the man who calls himself the devil and the man who calls himself the Angel will be in the ring together. This almost sounds like the finale of one of those superhero movies where the hero and the villain face off against each other in one epic clash. Look, it’s all fine, it’s all cool, the social media can have a blast with all this but in reality, if you look at the crux of it all then it is the story of one man’s battle to get back to winning ways and another man’s battle for…well… I am sorry, what is it exactly you are doing right now Ogawa? If we retrace the steps then two weeks back on Dynasty you got your ass beat by Adam Lucas and got involved with you buddy to ruin an Extreme Elimination Chamber match. You followed that up by making a statement this week about nuts and finally ended it by doing absolutely nothing when your partner got destroyed by Dray Fontana. So basically, you tried to sound all tough and macho but not only did for the past two weeks is lose you and lose while also costing your partner the match. That’s a big yikes from me man! If I have to sum up everything then you are like “heeeyyyy look at me, I am the devil, I am the ungovernable, I make cool entrances with hideously painted masks and I am trying to be a cult leader but when I go to the ring I get my ass handed to me and also make sure the same happens to me partner because no matter how tough I sound in paper, in real life I am a wimp, a big fucking wimp who can do nothing properly”.
Now don’t get all angry on me and start verbally attacking me by trying to bring up my drug habit or calling me a hobo just like all the people I met here thus far have. Instead of doing that, clear you mind and after you do that, try and understand what awaits you this week on Dynasty. After that disappointing loss last week, I am ready to get back to winning ways as soon as possible. But even in defeat, I have shown that my in ring condition is improving as is my ability to wrestle longer matches. Which means, things you could have potentially used against me to gain an upper hand is reducing quite fast. Alright, enough about me, tell me what do you have that I should consider a threat? You boldly claim that you have all sorts of cheat tactics like biting, scratching and other similar things. You also say that you have evolved to become a calm and calculated fighter. Here is the thing though, should I really be afraid of all those? I mean, even with such methods in your bag you still lost both the singles match and the tag team match. So that means, they aren’t as threatening as you claim them to be. Either that or they are effective but you as a wrestler is unable to use them effectively. Well either way, I really do hope that you use all these techniques against me when we meet on Friday. Because it is only after I have achieved complete domination over you that I will feel satisfied an the only way I can achieve complete domination is if I beat you even after you have used every tactic on me.