So it turns out, we are going to have to put my Dog down next week. I just can't believe it. But as my sister says, we have to do what's best for him. We can't let him suffer. One positive is he will be re-united with my Mother in Heaven. I'm trying my best not to think about it. And I can't even go home when they do it, because I feel that would just be too much for me. It's made my Anxiety spike, and I am doing my best not to think about it. I feel bad, as I don't spend as much time with my dog as my sister does. But I know that he loves me, and this is something we have to do.