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I never thought I would reach this kind of scope.
I was more content with helping the people of my own little town, satisfied with my payment being their smiles on their faces. I did not expect or want anything else to come from the job that I was ordered to do. Yet a lot more came from that opportunity, even if I didn’t ask for it, even if I didn’t wish for it before. The world opened up. The horizons stretched far and wide. Just when I believe that I am not capable of creations like those, something blooms, something is born.
When I believe that I will not find friends in this world, I find them. When I believe that I will never have an opportunity to chase the dream of being a professional wrestler, I am gifted one. When I am not even pursuing for world championship aspirations and simply focusing on fixing a relationship, and creating a new one, here I am given one. It is like if the world itself is responding to me, it is adapting to the way that I live and is shifting to my existence. Surprisingly, there was one point of my life that I never thought I would do good with kids. It is a bit counterintuitive that I wanted to help as many people as I can but I found it slightly difficult to deal with those younger than me, and that difficulty grew more apparent the older that I got. I was so used to other people guiding me along, telling me what to do, telling me what to say, scared of leading myself and those around me.
I proved myself wrong though. I was more than a woman frozen by fear, more than a woman that did not want to change the world. The reason that I had that dream in the palm of my hands was from my younger self, the kid that sat in front of that television and saw all of those superstars in her screen, the strongest wrestlers around, the most determined wrestlers around, it is her own imagination, that dream was created from a small idea inside of her own brain, little in size, but gigantic in many other ways. It made me realize that the future, the TRUE future by the way, are the people that come after us, those younger than us, because they are capable of thinking infinite ideas, they see the world at its best even when the world itself does not want to show that side that it has, and they FORCE it to show that side no matter what, no matter the pessimistic people that want to believe the contrary. And Javier is one of those kids that is truly a light in the dark, that is truly special in every way from the time that I spent with him making sure that the wish he wanted came true, that he genuinely had the brightest smile on his face when it is all said and done.
And this show is what comes from that brilliant mind of his, that mind that will create so many more special moments, so many more creations that his family, friends and peers will appreciate with every bit of their heart. This show will be presented in one of the most prestigious arenas in the country, rich in history, rich in heart, considered the cathedral of Lucha Libre in Oaxaca, Arena San Francisco, where many of the greatest luchadores have wrestled years before us, and in this show we will add our own names to the prestigious history of this arena. Even if it may seem small, even if it may seem like it is not worthy of being respected, even if many others never thought that an arena like this one would reach heights like these… we are here for a reason, I am making such statements with this tone in my voice for a reason. And that is because just like many other nights where many other wrestlers just like us left it all in the ring to be able to be remembered by the people of Oaxaca, Mexico, and made sure every match that was fought inside of that ring was NOT one to be forgotten, we will present to you a show that will be exactly that, another show just like the ones before. Another Voltage show that will prove to be the ones that were shown before, where every wrestler has given it their all so that they can be called victors. And this show will be another moment in my history, where I will defeat and vanquish Drake Armstrong so that I can become the EAW World Champion!
I utter those words with every bit of my being that I can muster! You can bring slander to my name, you can deem me as one that does not deserve to be in the pantheon of so-called demi-gods, but a warrior of the land does not obey these made-up rules set and created by those deemed cruel, by those that have never even raised a sword in their lives, by those that continue to manipulate the system for their own gains! I am worthy of any match, I am worthy of any opportunity as long as I have the will to fight, and fight I will! Even when I had previous doubts of my abilities, of my sense of strength after many months away from that ring, I shattered them ever since I came back, and even though I was robbed of further proving myself, I survived and thrived in a cage made of pure steel! And I will conquer in a land that those before me have cherished for many years, just as I will cherish the championship that I will usurp from you and etch my name into when our battle ends with me as the sole winner! I do not know what will happen when it comes to anything else, I am accompanied by my tag team partner, I am accompanied by another man that pursues the championship I will fight for. My enemies in Diamond and Cosmo will watch as well. And Javier himself will be the one that makes the final call in this battle. These different variables do not scare me. I will use them in my favor. I will once again succeed with many cheering for me, many believing as I go into this journey to find gold.
You will never understand these words, Drake Armstrong.
You will never understand these kinds of feelings, these kinds of people around you, these kinds of dreams and wishes that many want to accomplish in their lives. You consider yourself so grand and powerful in many ways, but when it comes to actual human concepts, you possess an intellectual deficit. You are not any of the titles that you wrongfully bestow upon yourself, you are a parasite that feeds off the human emotions around you because you are incapable of replicating them for yourself. You are unable to feel. You are unable to understand why we are in here in this arena, why are we fighting for the wish of this kid. Maybe you will act insulted in front of your camera wondering why you are not in front of thousands of people that have used their well-earned money to see other wrestlers that aren’t you, or maybe even go as low as you can and insult the child himself, what a display of power from our Radiance, picking on a child of all people! You will be the one that stands out from amongst us all, not being displayed in a positive light of course, but the horrible stand-out, our world champion that disrespects what it means to truly be a wrestler! Never being able to grasp that concept will be your eventual downfall, for someone that is both a genuine human being and a fighter that will not falter against any obstacles, that will not only be driven by greed and fame, but by the sincerest of loves to this art!
I shall be that person! I shall be that wrestler!
Do my words irritate you? Do my statements get under your skin? It is this complexity that you are not able to create either. You believed fully in my words supported by love. I meant them, obviously. But I am not backed up by love this time, far from it. It is bringing justice and stopping this farce from going any further. I simply focused on the love aspect when we fought because I knew it would make you feel a type of way, it would annoy you, and it would hurt all the more when me and Candice would acquire our victory. I was absolutely right, wasn’t I? It is all the different types of masks I wear, all of the parts of me that I present to this camera, because I am the person that I am from all of the events that have transpired my life, from the people around me that have both hurt me and also lifted me up to be able to reach the stars in the sky above me. You do not have any of those instances. You will never be able to acquire any of those experiences. It is for that exact same reason that your supposed perfect team imploded, all by your hand. Your avarice has brought you an isolation that you can’t break out of.
You insult me for not being mature? Even after many years of being in the industry, you are still the same spoiled good for nothing brat that has worsened the lives of those around you. You have been the same selfish, ego hungry creature! Presenting yourself as royalty, when it was conceived by coincidence, when you sold yourself out as much as you could, desperate to be able to reach anywhere when you first got here, and once you finally found some success from making yourself a laughing stock, you have tried to hide all of your glaring weaknesses. Your empire is a fraudulent construct empty of morals and genuine strength. Why should I respect a man that continues to lie as naturally as he breathes? Why should I respect a man that without any of this, he is truthfully nothing? What will happen when all of this crumbles? What will happen when you lose everything? I will be damned and sent to the deepest pits of hell if you ever make me believe that Drake Armstrong is a great wrestler. For when he has nothing left, it will be truly shown that he has been nothing else but a mediocre rookie that has skipped the line through his connections and through the highest of trickery! For the world championship that he holds right now is nothing more than another coping mechanism for him to latch onto, fully knowing that the entire world has seen him win it by nefarious means, and not by the thrill of battle! Not by the honor of those who have sacrificed almost everything to be able to hold that championship in their hands! If a man like this can be able to do this damage, become a gatekeeper that prevents those from reaching the heavens of this company through their actual skills and heart, then why can’t I be? Then why can’t I be the woman at the top?
There is no true answer that stops me from bringing up this possibility- no, it will never be that. It will become reality. I will be the one that stands at the top. I will be the one that holds the championship in my hands. I will be the one that succeeds in front of thousands, in front of millions watching from every part of the world. They will gaze at my power, they will gaze at my own strength that I have cultivated through years of hard work, through years of genuine attempts at being able to build this body, being able to build this mind, being able to build the support, being able to build the professional wrestler that will stand for all so that you may be the one that FALLS!
I will not let your heartless pleas be the only ones that are heard among the cosmos, among the wrestlers that care more about this art than you.
I will dismantle and destroy your business that thrives on schadenfreude.
You will be outnumbered in spirit, as I remain ever confident on the fact that every person in Oaxaca will wish for your ruin!
And I will be the executioner that brings that end!
DOWN WITH THE EMPIRE.
DOWN WITH ARMSTRONG.
I was more content with helping the people of my own little town, satisfied with my payment being their smiles on their faces. I did not expect or want anything else to come from the job that I was ordered to do. Yet a lot more came from that opportunity, even if I didn’t ask for it, even if I didn’t wish for it before. The world opened up. The horizons stretched far and wide. Just when I believe that I am not capable of creations like those, something blooms, something is born.
When I believe that I will not find friends in this world, I find them. When I believe that I will never have an opportunity to chase the dream of being a professional wrestler, I am gifted one. When I am not even pursuing for world championship aspirations and simply focusing on fixing a relationship, and creating a new one, here I am given one. It is like if the world itself is responding to me, it is adapting to the way that I live and is shifting to my existence. Surprisingly, there was one point of my life that I never thought I would do good with kids. It is a bit counterintuitive that I wanted to help as many people as I can but I found it slightly difficult to deal with those younger than me, and that difficulty grew more apparent the older that I got. I was so used to other people guiding me along, telling me what to do, telling me what to say, scared of leading myself and those around me.
I proved myself wrong though. I was more than a woman frozen by fear, more than a woman that did not want to change the world. The reason that I had that dream in the palm of my hands was from my younger self, the kid that sat in front of that television and saw all of those superstars in her screen, the strongest wrestlers around, the most determined wrestlers around, it is her own imagination, that dream was created from a small idea inside of her own brain, little in size, but gigantic in many other ways. It made me realize that the future, the TRUE future by the way, are the people that come after us, those younger than us, because they are capable of thinking infinite ideas, they see the world at its best even when the world itself does not want to show that side that it has, and they FORCE it to show that side no matter what, no matter the pessimistic people that want to believe the contrary. And Javier is one of those kids that is truly a light in the dark, that is truly special in every way from the time that I spent with him making sure that the wish he wanted came true, that he genuinely had the brightest smile on his face when it is all said and done.
And this show is what comes from that brilliant mind of his, that mind that will create so many more special moments, so many more creations that his family, friends and peers will appreciate with every bit of their heart. This show will be presented in one of the most prestigious arenas in the country, rich in history, rich in heart, considered the cathedral of Lucha Libre in Oaxaca, Arena San Francisco, where many of the greatest luchadores have wrestled years before us, and in this show we will add our own names to the prestigious history of this arena. Even if it may seem small, even if it may seem like it is not worthy of being respected, even if many others never thought that an arena like this one would reach heights like these… we are here for a reason, I am making such statements with this tone in my voice for a reason. And that is because just like many other nights where many other wrestlers just like us left it all in the ring to be able to be remembered by the people of Oaxaca, Mexico, and made sure every match that was fought inside of that ring was NOT one to be forgotten, we will present to you a show that will be exactly that, another show just like the ones before. Another Voltage show that will prove to be the ones that were shown before, where every wrestler has given it their all so that they can be called victors. And this show will be another moment in my history, where I will defeat and vanquish Drake Armstrong so that I can become the EAW World Champion!
I utter those words with every bit of my being that I can muster! You can bring slander to my name, you can deem me as one that does not deserve to be in the pantheon of so-called demi-gods, but a warrior of the land does not obey these made-up rules set and created by those deemed cruel, by those that have never even raised a sword in their lives, by those that continue to manipulate the system for their own gains! I am worthy of any match, I am worthy of any opportunity as long as I have the will to fight, and fight I will! Even when I had previous doubts of my abilities, of my sense of strength after many months away from that ring, I shattered them ever since I came back, and even though I was robbed of further proving myself, I survived and thrived in a cage made of pure steel! And I will conquer in a land that those before me have cherished for many years, just as I will cherish the championship that I will usurp from you and etch my name into when our battle ends with me as the sole winner! I do not know what will happen when it comes to anything else, I am accompanied by my tag team partner, I am accompanied by another man that pursues the championship I will fight for. My enemies in Diamond and Cosmo will watch as well. And Javier himself will be the one that makes the final call in this battle. These different variables do not scare me. I will use them in my favor. I will once again succeed with many cheering for me, many believing as I go into this journey to find gold.
You will never understand these words, Drake Armstrong.
You will never understand these kinds of feelings, these kinds of people around you, these kinds of dreams and wishes that many want to accomplish in their lives. You consider yourself so grand and powerful in many ways, but when it comes to actual human concepts, you possess an intellectual deficit. You are not any of the titles that you wrongfully bestow upon yourself, you are a parasite that feeds off the human emotions around you because you are incapable of replicating them for yourself. You are unable to feel. You are unable to understand why we are in here in this arena, why are we fighting for the wish of this kid. Maybe you will act insulted in front of your camera wondering why you are not in front of thousands of people that have used their well-earned money to see other wrestlers that aren’t you, or maybe even go as low as you can and insult the child himself, what a display of power from our Radiance, picking on a child of all people! You will be the one that stands out from amongst us all, not being displayed in a positive light of course, but the horrible stand-out, our world champion that disrespects what it means to truly be a wrestler! Never being able to grasp that concept will be your eventual downfall, for someone that is both a genuine human being and a fighter that will not falter against any obstacles, that will not only be driven by greed and fame, but by the sincerest of loves to this art!
I shall be that person! I shall be that wrestler!
Do my words irritate you? Do my statements get under your skin? It is this complexity that you are not able to create either. You believed fully in my words supported by love. I meant them, obviously. But I am not backed up by love this time, far from it. It is bringing justice and stopping this farce from going any further. I simply focused on the love aspect when we fought because I knew it would make you feel a type of way, it would annoy you, and it would hurt all the more when me and Candice would acquire our victory. I was absolutely right, wasn’t I? It is all the different types of masks I wear, all of the parts of me that I present to this camera, because I am the person that I am from all of the events that have transpired my life, from the people around me that have both hurt me and also lifted me up to be able to reach the stars in the sky above me. You do not have any of those instances. You will never be able to acquire any of those experiences. It is for that exact same reason that your supposed perfect team imploded, all by your hand. Your avarice has brought you an isolation that you can’t break out of.
You insult me for not being mature? Even after many years of being in the industry, you are still the same spoiled good for nothing brat that has worsened the lives of those around you. You have been the same selfish, ego hungry creature! Presenting yourself as royalty, when it was conceived by coincidence, when you sold yourself out as much as you could, desperate to be able to reach anywhere when you first got here, and once you finally found some success from making yourself a laughing stock, you have tried to hide all of your glaring weaknesses. Your empire is a fraudulent construct empty of morals and genuine strength. Why should I respect a man that continues to lie as naturally as he breathes? Why should I respect a man that without any of this, he is truthfully nothing? What will happen when all of this crumbles? What will happen when you lose everything? I will be damned and sent to the deepest pits of hell if you ever make me believe that Drake Armstrong is a great wrestler. For when he has nothing left, it will be truly shown that he has been nothing else but a mediocre rookie that has skipped the line through his connections and through the highest of trickery! For the world championship that he holds right now is nothing more than another coping mechanism for him to latch onto, fully knowing that the entire world has seen him win it by nefarious means, and not by the thrill of battle! Not by the honor of those who have sacrificed almost everything to be able to hold that championship in their hands! If a man like this can be able to do this damage, become a gatekeeper that prevents those from reaching the heavens of this company through their actual skills and heart, then why can’t I be? Then why can’t I be the woman at the top?
There is no true answer that stops me from bringing up this possibility- no, it will never be that. It will become reality. I will be the one that stands at the top. I will be the one that holds the championship in my hands. I will be the one that succeeds in front of thousands, in front of millions watching from every part of the world. They will gaze at my power, they will gaze at my own strength that I have cultivated through years of hard work, through years of genuine attempts at being able to build this body, being able to build this mind, being able to build the support, being able to build the professional wrestler that will stand for all so that you may be the one that FALLS!
I will not let your heartless pleas be the only ones that are heard among the cosmos, among the wrestlers that care more about this art than you.
I will dismantle and destroy your business that thrives on schadenfreude.
You will be outnumbered in spirit, as I remain ever confident on the fact that every person in Oaxaca will wish for your ruin!
And I will be the executioner that brings that end!
DOWN WITH THE EMPIRE.
DOWN WITH ARMSTRONG.
