I said alot of things about how I'm a fan of you and a fan of La Familia, And we had this nice exchange of nice words said back and forth to one another, But you didn't need to reply. It just made you seem desperate, Desperate to get noticed or get back on the right track but it honestly felt like you replied just for the sake of replying. If I put both of your promos next to each other and asked someone to tell me which one if different they probably wouldn't be able to pick. Ironically your promo is called "Sometimes you need to risk it all for a dream only you can see" And responding with your copy and paste promo was 100% a risk. I don't know how it leads to a dream "only you can see" Unless you are some visionary which isn't a unique thing you call yourself these days, It's very overused and we don't need overused gimmicks on MY Voltage, So maybe I reconsider your position in this story.
I have to say, You've talked alot about how you've grown from a loss and it turned you into a better person, a better wrestler and a better
teammate.. But for as long as we've been talking it seems all you can talk about is losing to Donovan Duke, and for good reason, Duke is a great athlete and it would be a big win for your career. But you lost, I like to say that when you face the best in the world you try your best to win but you know in the back of your head you're probably going to lose, Look I like you but you didn't actually think you could out-wrestle Donovan Duke, did you? I talk about my loss to Milli Banks often not because I was set on the idea of beating Milli Banks, I knew she was better inside the ring then I was I just didn't want to be that person that quits because of a match type. I took a bet on myself and it failed, But I didn't let it eat me alive. I took the loss and I had to live with the issues I put on myself... I lost my girlfriend who was furious I accepted a match that could've easily ended my career or, worse, my life. But I accepted it anyways and had to pay for my actions, So I accepted my destiny and lost basically my entire life. That's why I talk about the Milli match so much, Not because the loss eats me inside like your loss to Donovan...
I fully understand where you are right now, Because I've been there many times before. Self doubt no matter how many times you try to tell yourself you learned or you try to tell yourself that you've become a better person after a loss when in reality you're dying to get a rematch just to prove to YOURSELF that you didn't lose. Been there done that, You're like looking into a mirror of my former self, It's quite amusing to say the least. Besides the fact I don't like my former self. I once replied out of desperation much like you, In my match with Caroline. I felt like the more I responded the more I got in her head and the more of a chance I had to win, But she put me in my place and no matter how many times she tried to tell me responding wouldn't get me anywhere, I didn't listen.
Allow me to give you a lesson it took me a very long time to understand and hopefully you listen and understand it alot quicker then I did, Responding doesn't get you the victory, It doesn't make you look tough and strong, It just makes you look desperate for attention.
Being desperate for just about anything can ruin your career, Being so obsessed with something that you can't stop thinking about it. It doesn't get you very far, As much as people try to say manifestation works. But it really doesn't, If It did. I would be a triple crown champion, main evented Pain For Pride, have a paycheck as large as Ryan Reynolds per movie and I would be the main character in an MCU movie, But here we are.
I fully understand where you are right now, Because I've been there many times before. Self doubt no matter how many times you try to tell yourself you learned or you try to tell yourself that you've become a better person after a loss when in reality you're dying to get a rematch just to prove to YOURSELF that you didn't lose. Been there done that, You're like looking into a mirror of my former self, It's quite amusing to say the least. Besides the fact I don't like my former self. I once replied out of desperation much like you, In my match with Caroline. I felt like the more I responded the more I got in her head and the more of a chance I had to win, But she put me in my place and no matter how many times she tried to tell me responding wouldn't get me anywhere, I didn't listen.
Allow me to give you a lesson it took me a very long time to understand and hopefully you listen and understand it alot quicker then I did, Responding doesn't get you the victory, It doesn't make you look tough and strong, It just makes you look desperate for attention.
Being desperate for just about anything can ruin your career, Being so obsessed with something that you can't stop thinking about it. It doesn't get you very far, As much as people try to say manifestation works. But it really doesn't, If It did. I would be a triple crown champion, main evented Pain For Pride, have a paycheck as large as Ryan Reynolds per movie and I would be the main character in an MCU movie, But here we are.
Manifestation isn't real, Speaking about a victory won't get you the win, Speaking about getting that dream match won't get you the match, Unless you are the main character because everything just happens to fall into place for the main character, In every romance film, The guy gets the girl. In every action movie the hero stands tall. It's the way these things work and in this story, Jamie Cross beats Valerie Hellstorm and begins her journey to the top of this company, One victory at a time. And changes Voltage for the better.
