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I have never been one to talk shit or gloat. If anything, I haven't exactly earned the right while being a member of the EAW roster. I haven't had much to brag about. But when we look at the facts, I am on a winning streak. Right now I am actively proving everyone wrong. The Saori's, the Raeangel's, and the Roberto's of this roster. I am on my way to winning my first title here in EAW. The jobs not finished, and maybe it never truly is. So don't get this misconstrued. It's not bragging. It's not talking shit. But I have done my best these past couple of months to show that I am not the loser everyone thought I was. I am a competitor, at the very least. Myself and Ryan Wilson won at Midsummer Massacre. I beat Raeangel at The Last Stand. I beat Brianna Hill last week. I mean how many more of these dorks do I have to beat to prove that I was right about La Familia, and everything everyone said about me was flat out fucking wrong. If we're being honest here, I should probably be the EAW competitor of the month but we know that won't fucking happen. Kennedy doesn't like me, and ever since Silas saw something in me, she probably likes me even less. But it doesn't matter. Silas has helped me become undeniable.
You know in the lead up to Territorial Invasion; I told Saori that I am not these no name dorks that walk through these doors and cosplay as a wrestler. Talking about how they're undeniable, and the best thing to ever enter EAW. Where are they now? Mostly gone. Saori has done a great job; so I could be wrong about her. But a lot of EAW wrestlers have started hot, and the moment it got tough. They realize they can't make it here and quit or they're fired. You know, just last week I talked about how this time last year was supposed to be this break out time for me. Coming off a couple of tough losses that I performed well in. It didn't work out. I hit a wall here. But I put my head down and continued to put in the work and make sure I am doing everything I need to do to make sure that I am the best competitor I can be. I didn't quit, and so far haven't been fired. I have continued to try and get better, and as much shit as everyone else has talked about me, I am my harshest critic. I have worked my ass off to pick up wins. To build my own momentum. Silas has really shined a light on work I had already been putting in, and pushed me to do even better. That's ultimately why I can accept Silas' help. Because I understand what he gains from this. You don't turn horrendous wrestlers into champions. You see the ability in someone, and bring it out of them? Right. I have had coaches all my life, and I am realizing that is what was missing here. I have been coached my entire life. Not just to be a better competitor, but how to play the game. How to get attention. You don't earn awards in sports without getting attention. While playing in high school or college, you're legally not allowed to have a PR team, or an agent, or whatever. At least that was the case when I played. So my coach helped me with what he legally could. My high school coach was the one sending tapes off to colleges to get me attention. So when I see Silas setting me up with interviews when I don't have a match scheduled, or demanding Kennedy consider me for a title match? I see no difference. So yeah, he's manager on paper, but to me? He seems like a coach and my entire life I have had coaches or family to believe in me.
I get here to EAW? There's no support. The opposite in fact. Our locker room is full of jealous gatekeepers looking to backstab and keep their "spot", however mediocre it is. But I accepted that long ago. I don't need to sit here and beg for anyone's approval. I sure as shit don't need a pat on the back from a bunch of insecure people in the back. People who's best years are behind them, and people who will never be anything. If they want to keep their spots so bad, they should probably start stepping up instead of dragging me down. At the end of the day, I'm not fighting for respect, I am just fighting for me. That might sound corny but it's the truth. It's why I haven't felt the need to cheat, or surround myself with "yes men", but Roberto? He's the opposite. Maybe that's why we have been at odds so much. We fundamentally disagree on wrestling. I have spend so fucking long feuding with this team. It took my entire summer, and it's looking like it is going to take the rest of my year up too.
I don't have too much more to say about Roberto, to be honest. I have talked about him more than he deserves, and that probably makes him happy. He thrives off people talking about him. He always says "it's just business" and maybe that's why his entire business plan seems to just always have some sort of discourse about him. He's a living breathing engagement farmer. It would be impressive if it wasn't so exhausting. Roberto started this rivalry with me. He took a newcomer in Raeangel, and saw that she was immensely stupid. So he took advantage of her and set her down the wrong path. Now where is she? What is this "fantastic young prospect" doing? She has burned her bridges, and proven her bite isn't as big as her bark. That's where Roberto sets himself apart from the rest of the team. A group of yappers, but at least he actually has a bit of a bite. But it doesn't matter, Roberto. At every turn I have proven that I am the better wrestler than you. You've never beaten me clean, as well as your dipshit teammates. I lasted longer than you did at Territorial Invasion, and not only that, but the whole entire reason our team fell apart was because you couldn't keep control of your little gang. I might have been pinned to lose the match, but the reality is is that La Famlia lost us that match. You'll deny it, but I know for a fact that deep down, you also know it.
At Road to Redemption I am going to have as many titles as you have had in your time on the roster. And I did it all without a gang of people to interfere in matches. I did it all without manipulating anyone. I did it all the right way. There is really nothing you can say anything, Roberto. I have proven that you are a fraud, at every turn. Your team doesn't mean shit and you have been exposed as the grifter you are.
You know in the lead up to Territorial Invasion; I told Saori that I am not these no name dorks that walk through these doors and cosplay as a wrestler. Talking about how they're undeniable, and the best thing to ever enter EAW. Where are they now? Mostly gone. Saori has done a great job; so I could be wrong about her. But a lot of EAW wrestlers have started hot, and the moment it got tough. They realize they can't make it here and quit or they're fired. You know, just last week I talked about how this time last year was supposed to be this break out time for me. Coming off a couple of tough losses that I performed well in. It didn't work out. I hit a wall here. But I put my head down and continued to put in the work and make sure I am doing everything I need to do to make sure that I am the best competitor I can be. I didn't quit, and so far haven't been fired. I have continued to try and get better, and as much shit as everyone else has talked about me, I am my harshest critic. I have worked my ass off to pick up wins. To build my own momentum. Silas has really shined a light on work I had already been putting in, and pushed me to do even better. That's ultimately why I can accept Silas' help. Because I understand what he gains from this. You don't turn horrendous wrestlers into champions. You see the ability in someone, and bring it out of them? Right. I have had coaches all my life, and I am realizing that is what was missing here. I have been coached my entire life. Not just to be a better competitor, but how to play the game. How to get attention. You don't earn awards in sports without getting attention. While playing in high school or college, you're legally not allowed to have a PR team, or an agent, or whatever. At least that was the case when I played. So my coach helped me with what he legally could. My high school coach was the one sending tapes off to colleges to get me attention. So when I see Silas setting me up with interviews when I don't have a match scheduled, or demanding Kennedy consider me for a title match? I see no difference. So yeah, he's manager on paper, but to me? He seems like a coach and my entire life I have had coaches or family to believe in me.
I get here to EAW? There's no support. The opposite in fact. Our locker room is full of jealous gatekeepers looking to backstab and keep their "spot", however mediocre it is. But I accepted that long ago. I don't need to sit here and beg for anyone's approval. I sure as shit don't need a pat on the back from a bunch of insecure people in the back. People who's best years are behind them, and people who will never be anything. If they want to keep their spots so bad, they should probably start stepping up instead of dragging me down. At the end of the day, I'm not fighting for respect, I am just fighting for me. That might sound corny but it's the truth. It's why I haven't felt the need to cheat, or surround myself with "yes men", but Roberto? He's the opposite. Maybe that's why we have been at odds so much. We fundamentally disagree on wrestling. I have spend so fucking long feuding with this team. It took my entire summer, and it's looking like it is going to take the rest of my year up too.
I don't have too much more to say about Roberto, to be honest. I have talked about him more than he deserves, and that probably makes him happy. He thrives off people talking about him. He always says "it's just business" and maybe that's why his entire business plan seems to just always have some sort of discourse about him. He's a living breathing engagement farmer. It would be impressive if it wasn't so exhausting. Roberto started this rivalry with me. He took a newcomer in Raeangel, and saw that she was immensely stupid. So he took advantage of her and set her down the wrong path. Now where is she? What is this "fantastic young prospect" doing? She has burned her bridges, and proven her bite isn't as big as her bark. That's where Roberto sets himself apart from the rest of the team. A group of yappers, but at least he actually has a bit of a bite. But it doesn't matter, Roberto. At every turn I have proven that I am the better wrestler than you. You've never beaten me clean, as well as your dipshit teammates. I lasted longer than you did at Territorial Invasion, and not only that, but the whole entire reason our team fell apart was because you couldn't keep control of your little gang. I might have been pinned to lose the match, but the reality is is that La Famlia lost us that match. You'll deny it, but I know for a fact that deep down, you also know it.
At Road to Redemption I am going to have as many titles as you have had in your time on the roster. And I did it all without a gang of people to interfere in matches. I did it all without manipulating anyone. I did it all the right way. There is really nothing you can say anything, Roberto. I have proven that you are a fraud, at every turn. Your team doesn't mean shit and you have been exposed as the grifter you are.
