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Hey guys!
So yes.... Just in case you are wondering. I am done with promoing. I am not making a new character for the next season. I am really retired. The reason might be quite obvious if you are watching my character's progress. My motivation to promo has been completely dead and there's nothing left for me to keep going on. I've been through a lot of bullshit that is too much for me to handle and I feel a bit scared to progress myself. Recently, I was just not even to trying to win anymore. I really feel like.... it's already over for me. Promoing has been really going to be a stressful process for me and I am no longer enjoying it no matter how big the push I get. So well, I am really sorry for bringing all of you down as you might actually expect to see more of me but I am giving up now.
So yeah, thank you EAW for being the first place for me to do a promo. it was such a nice experience for me to go on. It's been a blast to be here for about 4 years. I've been here since the "Vixens Revolution" starts and I've seen so many ups and downs going on in this division. and I am really glad that the division is moving upwards toward so much better things in the future. Now, you all have your own show, have your own event and also participated in cross-brand matches and winning it as well. I am really sure the women's division of EAW will get even stronger than ever each season and I can't wait to see what breakthrough are you going to make again.
And I'd like to thank all the boards and moderators that is always being nice to me. Especially DDD that I always annoy him with my bombards of complaints but he keeps being patient to take care of me and talk it all out. Thank you for letting me to have this wonderful match at Pain for Pride that I would definitely gonna remember. I also thank Cloud for keep giving me a lot of opportunities to keep moving. Gotta be honest with you, Cloud offered me a few plans to be the Face of Empire but I turned down the offer because I have no motivation left to go and I am afraid I will be a letdown because of this lack of motivation. And thank you for writing this match as well. This will bring a good memory about this place and make me proud that I was a part of this amazing journey. Also to the other boards and moderators as well. I might not talking to you all that much because I usually talk about anything only to DDD. But you all being very kind to me is just a bless for me. So Thank you very much.
I personally thank you to Cameron for stepping up and willing to be my opponent for this match after what happened to Azumi. I honestly about to desperately trying to call either Tyler or Mexi to be my opponent here but I was thinking maybe Cameron is also the best option since our history goes way back. Even though that might be my lunatic thought because I know that Cam is also booked in the other two matches. But she said yes to me while I actually thought she would turn it down. It was such a great promo battle even I can only pull out two promos this week but you are always having a place in my heart my all time favorite promoer. Really GOAT for huge reasons!
And I'd love to thank you all people who light up the live show in my match. I get a lot of love and positive response from all of you and that makes me even more happier. It really makes me hard to leave you guys because I still have a lot of things to do here but well, it can't be helped. Nonetheless, I am really happy and really grateful to be in this community and I really love you guys! Thank you. Thank you so much!!
I might be done promoing, but I think I am not leaving this forum. I might still come to this place here and there, shitposting as usual and communicate with you guys. I am not really active on Discord but you can contact me there too.
Alright, Pain for Pride is still three days remaining! Let's rock the place and show everyone that EAW is the best E-Fed today and forever! When this event is over, the new day opens soon and hopefully Season 12 will be such amazing season for all of you. Thank you, everyone and good luck!
So yes.... Just in case you are wondering. I am done with promoing. I am not making a new character for the next season. I am really retired. The reason might be quite obvious if you are watching my character's progress. My motivation to promo has been completely dead and there's nothing left for me to keep going on. I've been through a lot of bullshit that is too much for me to handle and I feel a bit scared to progress myself. Recently, I was just not even to trying to win anymore. I really feel like.... it's already over for me. Promoing has been really going to be a stressful process for me and I am no longer enjoying it no matter how big the push I get. So well, I am really sorry for bringing all of you down as you might actually expect to see more of me but I am giving up now.
So yeah, thank you EAW for being the first place for me to do a promo. it was such a nice experience for me to go on. It's been a blast to be here for about 4 years. I've been here since the "Vixens Revolution" starts and I've seen so many ups and downs going on in this division. and I am really glad that the division is moving upwards toward so much better things in the future. Now, you all have your own show, have your own event and also participated in cross-brand matches and winning it as well. I am really sure the women's division of EAW will get even stronger than ever each season and I can't wait to see what breakthrough are you going to make again.
And I'd like to thank all the boards and moderators that is always being nice to me. Especially DDD that I always annoy him with my bombards of complaints but he keeps being patient to take care of me and talk it all out. Thank you for letting me to have this wonderful match at Pain for Pride that I would definitely gonna remember. I also thank Cloud for keep giving me a lot of opportunities to keep moving. Gotta be honest with you, Cloud offered me a few plans to be the Face of Empire but I turned down the offer because I have no motivation left to go and I am afraid I will be a letdown because of this lack of motivation. And thank you for writing this match as well. This will bring a good memory about this place and make me proud that I was a part of this amazing journey. Also to the other boards and moderators as well. I might not talking to you all that much because I usually talk about anything only to DDD. But you all being very kind to me is just a bless for me. So Thank you very much.
I personally thank you to Cameron for stepping up and willing to be my opponent for this match after what happened to Azumi. I honestly about to desperately trying to call either Tyler or Mexi to be my opponent here but I was thinking maybe Cameron is also the best option since our history goes way back. Even though that might be my lunatic thought because I know that Cam is also booked in the other two matches. But she said yes to me while I actually thought she would turn it down. It was such a great promo battle even I can only pull out two promos this week but you are always having a place in my heart my all time favorite promoer. Really GOAT for huge reasons!
And I'd love to thank you all people who light up the live show in my match. I get a lot of love and positive response from all of you and that makes me even more happier. It really makes me hard to leave you guys because I still have a lot of things to do here but well, it can't be helped. Nonetheless, I am really happy and really grateful to be in this community and I really love you guys! Thank you. Thank you so much!!
I might be done promoing, but I think I am not leaving this forum. I might still come to this place here and there, shitposting as usual and communicate with you guys. I am not really active on Discord but you can contact me there too.
Alright, Pain for Pride is still three days remaining! Let's rock the place and show everyone that EAW is the best E-Fed today and forever! When this event is over, the new day opens soon and hopefully Season 12 will be such amazing season for all of you. Thank you, everyone and good luck!
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Reading this put me in the feels place
