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Les nuits blanches ont rendu obsolètes les rêves autrefois infructueux.
How many would dream of moments such as this, yes?
To see that I have equivocally challenged for the National Elite Championship may confuse many, but I envisioned this endeavor to prosper itself from the dirt through my strenuous efforts along this journey. The soil once left untouched, now watered by my sheer determination that has allowed this chance to grow right before my very eyes. Not a matter that I would ever take for granted, as no newcomer with their mind in the right direction ever could. I remain among the newest of these competitors who situate themselves in this ever so toxic environment of professional wrestling, though this never quite deterred me to the degree of most. Forever found my very own way to adapt no matter where I was placed, which has led me to securing my first championship opportunity this early in my wondrous start to this career. Reasonable Doubt only proved these ambitions to be true, I could not be denied this moment before my own people or else, that would be failure I would not be able to live down. Nonetheless, I had the heart of my people for every second I spent occupied in such a particularly interesting battle—one mired in controversy no less, but this remained to be the victory I earned anyhow. Never quite mattered to be how I was able to do it, as long as I could say that I achieved this through my own need to be the success I yearned to be, one step closer to being honored beyond boundaries currently placed before me. I have the necessary candor to welcome all opposing thoughts of my many adversaries, whether this be recognized through instances of less importance, or one such as this that can undoubtedly alter my career permanently.
Quite the beautiful thing, isn’t it?
My nights have remained sleepless this week, in great preparation for a battle that proves itself as one absent of these boundaries I speak of.
I will not be deterred under the most stressful of settings, for I would be the Dani’ that I know if these nerves overcame my drive. All of the sacrifices that I have made, excelling past expectations once believed of me before having the mere thought of championship contention be etched within my mind as I began. Mere months into this profession, I am surrounded by the most experienced of competitors in two challengers & the champion. Although, these are circumstances I may have preferred to be subsided in favor of a one-on-one, I am in no place to frown upon what remains my first opportunity. I understand how Candice is eager to claim her first championship, & Madison has not been recognized rather highly for quite some time. Both women remained embroiled in their own rivalry, fueled by unbridled hatred that could not keep them apart. Of course, this was meant to be a triple threat, but they would have remained inseparable regardless of whoever did win that battle specifically. One makes it, the other follows, their involvement in this match would have been an ensured formality. Does this mean my focus has been diverted by any means? No. I have always approached every battle with an emphasized understanding of who I face, and this could not be any more crucial for this most significant weekend. The further hours that I have spent with my eyes remaining open, I have only foreseen increased purpose behind my resolve here. My training, my mental capacity, my will to give, all turned to the maximum by this dial of utmost urgency that beckons me to give this everything I could possibly have.
For every restless night, the nocturnal core of my irresolute desire continues to strengthen.
Uncertainty of my end goal, left unsatiated ‘till I can understand what the meaning of honor truly is.
Satiation that will not be denied from me while I still have my fucking wits.
Yes, I am indeed french. Thank you for clarifying that much, Madison Kaline. Perhaps you deserve your flowers after all, you have made quite the jarring news be heard to the audience. I remain unamused by everyone who has faced me doing all that they possibly can to downplay me for my place of birth. This french woman is contending for the National Elite Championship whether you would like to believe it or not, as much as I do not take much of a deep rooted issue with yourself & Candice Blair—neither of you exactly earned the right to be placed in this championship match. I won my match at Reasonable Doubt, called my shot as the #1 Contender for the title Veena has held with far more of an iron fist than any titleholder preceding her. If you’re so inclined to speak on history as well, all it takes is a simple few seconds of your search engine to find out which country has won the most wars; hopefully that proves to present you how prideful we deserve to be of our bloodline. Not that I will downplay America anyhow, I am here with good reason as I would like to refrain from speaking down on the grounds of this opportunity. Regardless, don’t allow history to dictate your superiority over me when I have made mention of why this is not the most deserving title match for you. I am inclined to believe that you will be a great nuisance, which will only make being in the ring with you all the more enticing.
I have frequented my time with elitists that pose quite the big mouths for their words.
They pale in comparison to your name, but this simply makes this chance to prove you wrong much more of a satisfactorily motivating factor for this battle.
I must highly doubt that you are leading any locker room, your energy is much more aligned with being a gatekeeper of sorts. One that many such as myself would use as a stepping stone, should it be the fate we’re both meant to approach. I’m sure you won’t appreciate that all too much, but at this point I’ve lost all of the damns to give. I don’t exactly consider myself remaining in the background as you say, I have been proving week by week that I am more than capable. One loss, derived from a two-on-two where my partner’s shoulders were down on the mat. I have only garnered these victories since my arrival, although this is all met with an intrusion of a no contest with Candice that you caused. A match where such a victory would have only reinforced my chances in this match to numerous, yanked from remaining within reach due to your insubordination. This only proceeds to display your presence as this spineless figure who does not have any care for a fair battle between two performers looking to expand on their respective careers. Ma chére, I don’t understand how you can harbor this amount of disrespect despite the lows many have seen you frequently circle around time & time again, making mention of such mediocrity feels below me. Much of us have known this to be the case, and unfortunately, it will only remain as such.
If you are truly the representation of what must mirror the qualities of America…
Mon dieu, this country must have been doomed for decades.
Candice Blair, I know our last outing did not pan out in a result either of us were happy with. However, I do not feel as much disappointment as I once did. Much of that must fade from my consciousness as I focus on the task at hand, being this fatal four way for a championship we both desire more than anything that this world could offer. Trivial may be an understatement though, but it is nothing that can be undone now. Your journey is quite the interesting one in its own right, ma chére. A family that is largely acclaimed in this modern climate of professional wrestling, your sisters have left behind legacies of their own that they are continuing to enhance to this day. I will not speak down on you for looking to unearth your own grandeur from what is essentially nothing but unrealized dreams, as this is largely the same destination that I have stayed true to following under differing motives. This is the difference between being just another face among the roster, and becoming one immense step closer to royalty. You are considered under a much more suitable light than others due to your association, though few may also view this as a negative. Expectations can weigh themselves to be quite heavy on your shoulders, a myriad of reasons that you undergo this incredible pressure that is solely attributed to who you are.
The proverbial surname no one could ignore, which makes your need for this moment in particular all the more desirable.
I can only hope that while you are rather considerate of where my place is among all of this chaos, I bear this chivalry with you without any issue.
I am rather dissatisfied, but I can rely on the fact at hand: my opportunity is intact, and so is the health of the three opponents that I look to defeat. While it would prove to be rather impressive to defeat Veena on my own, defeating three tenured elitists would suffice largely as much. If Kennedy wishes to test my mettle in this manner, so be it. The magnitude of being a contender alone was enough to keep my spirits high, to see that the odds have only stacked themselves against me further has only strengthened this opulent end that I wish to be my most worthy accomplishment. You can say that this match is used to push Veena, but I’d like to believe that it will push me as well. I can only speak to my heart’s content, but this heart will continue to pace itself in moderation with the constant struggles I will face as a professional wrestler. My worth lies within those ropes, where I can only fight to suppress these dreams from remaining what they have always been. A hopeless dreamer I may be, even I cannot dispute if these hopes will be realized at all—but nothing will go against my unbridled passion for all of this. I can remain frustrated, yes, but what good will frustration be if it only pollutes my mind into believing in such negative thoughts. I turn any feeling of doubt & disappointment into the coal that fuels my devotion to this strife-ridden sport.
A distant dream, this can remain…
Or, the nightmare I can become to the few not fleeting.
You surely do not mince your words, Veena Adams. If we could ever put it more bluntly, you simply detest me. That is just fine, I find great comfort in becoming this thorn on your side without directly uttering a single word to you yet. I am a woman who seeks this respect when the bell rings, and my work speaks for itself. I have not been here for long, yes, but I wouldn’t declare this to be the most unordinary dilemma of a newcomer earning her own spot in a championship match of this caliber. Targeting you the very second I ushered into the proceeding Showdown as the victor of my first marquee match, can be perceived as bold. To the harsher of opinions, perhaps it’s downright idiotic. I have a firm stance on challenging myself without ever looking back on what could’ve been, you hold a championship as a decorated competitor that I find most glory within. The championships curated toward elitists of my early stature may have sufficed more properly toward me, but I could not express interest in said championships when the gold you have held glimmers with rightful honor that I seek out. I cannot see this as an opportunity squandered when you are the mountain I must climb, Veena. An all too important trek from the terrain below where I needed to frequent, now I am able to begin my ascent while I have this chance to do so. You can declare that I’m not in the league of yourself or the others, I cannot dispute that anymore than I can retort in disagreement. I have only just garnered my first sliver of success, but this is success that I am able to understand and gauge in comparison to what becoming National Elite Champion has propped itself to be. Winning my unique opportunity match has told me that I can dwell within the confines of a newcomers warzone, this signaled to me the possibility of pursuing achievements that are far beyond the established capacities of what any mere ‘rookie’ could gain.
Confidence knows no bounds when you have nothing to lose, Veena.
Which cannot be said from your perspective compared to the rest of us, can it?
This future of me becoming champion can be perceived as an impossibility in your eyes, I want you to stand on this belief. You won’t be able to divert your gaze from the cold, inescapable reality that may realize itself to be true. I understand the difficulty behind becoming champion in EAW, the years that so many have spent doing all they could to surmount what little traction they could possibly garner for an opportunity that does not come so often. Very few ever do catapult themselves as quickly as I have as well, though. If I must breach through these norms that this sport has in place, then I will make every attempt to do so. I will be this anomaly among the newest crop of elitists who are looking to become an undeniable fixture within this sport. Your anger is visible by the principle of this match not being in your favor anymore than it is for myself & the rest. No need to be pinned to lose your championship, I can see how everything you’ve built to this point would be detrimental to your mentality to see this all crumble. A strong foundation that has remained resilient in the heat of every battle, weathering every storm, but Grand Rampage will be where the cracks present themselves. At the very least, you’ve come to grips with the fact of this rookie refusing to show any restraint. All of the experience in this match that I get to truly test myself against, but this is no matter of merely being tested as I’m under the guise of conquering you first & foremost. Should my victory be expected or unpredictable, that’s not for me to convince you of. I am starving for being able to see my name be held in the highest of regard, Veena.
This journey was never going to be easy, you are the problem that many in this company could not find the solution for.
To do the unthinkable is to be the answer, after all.
This black flame, scorching all who stand in the way of my recognition on a most beautiful night approaching…
Le nocturne qui survivra à tous les rêveurs.
