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Tonitrophobia - fear of thunder.
Aria slowly walked around the street in front of her with a calmness to her step that you usually did not see from her knowing who the woman was about, guess she felt a little bit more relaxed because she had the chance to walk around in a part of the world that she considered her home, seeing the smiles on people’s faces as they tried to go through the unnaturally hot day today, it has been a bit hard to find determination and happiness in the places around her, it was just a few hours ago that she was having fun with her friends and her family and now all of that happiness was gone walking around the city of Phoenix all by herself, it would be fun if she found TLA though and she sprayed him with the water gun but he was probably not here yet.
She decided to take a quick detour along the streets, going through a small and very spacious park that she liked to go to when she came to Phoenix. It took a lot of walking but she eventually arrived at the center of the park, a gigantic fountain right in the middle of the whole park. She walked towards it and she sat down on it, she took a deep breath in and out and then she began recording on her camera.
You end up coming back yourself and not letting the foot off the gas despite the odds, Cody, that is very admirable as well.
I do not know what other path I have to take myself to arrive to the destiny that I desire though, this is the only path I can go through and I have to take down the wall that is in front of me with my bare hands, believe me, the fight that you have not backed down and you continue to fight and have this discussion with me earns a lot of my respect, it truly does, but you end up becoming another person that I have to take down in my way from achieving what I desire, that has become very much known ever since you have not let up the past few days with me, and I have not backed down either when it comes to my own understanding and my own vision, and it makes me happy as well that you are not taking down the route of trying to belittle me, because I am not looking forward to do that to you either, Cody, I am not looking to do that to any of the talented people that wrestle in this company, at least the ones that do not deserve it, obviously, some of them need a smack to the face sometimes so they can realize what is in front of them.
You have made me think a bit as well when it comes to this match, since this is going to be the first time and probably the last time I am going to have this kind of conversation with you, we are in two different brands after all and this is the only time of the year we get to be able to go over something like this that is so close to us, I hope we end up in the same brand next season Cody, having this talk with you has been incredibly endearing and I hope you are able to succeed on your own, believe me, you are just one of the new guys as well when it comes to participating in the match, it is inevitable that they are going to push you far down and they are not going to give you the chance that you desire to speak up against them, if you compliment me for my tenacity, then I am going to end up complimenting you for the focus that you have to everything. You have focused on making sure everyone does not underestimate you and you have not let up on that the whole week. It is only when you let up on that focus that everything ends up turning against what you planned.
You decided to focus when it comes to my uncle, yes, let me tell you, it took him about… 2 or 3 years to get the whole thing up and running, he had some contacts when it came to the police force all around the country, he got some guys who were frustrated with the job too and then he got them on into the Agency, it was just a bunch of dudes trying to play detectives from those old movies at first and then around in almost a whole decade, it was a whole business that worked with various detectives on it, and well, I work on it too! It is inevitable that he was going to have to work hard so that his own dreams could come true, but here is the thing Cody, I have been wrestling for a while, in Japan, you are able to start off wrestling at a young age, so I took that chance to get better early on, and when I continued growing up and training, and having actual matches, I failed and I was not able to achieve the level that I desired no matter how hard I tried, I was mocked relentlessly by my peers because I was not up to the standards that I desired, the bullying being backed up secretly by my former partner, and it made me a complete mess from head to toe.
I was stuck for almost 4 years there, and then you pile them up with the 3 years I have spent here wrestling in EAW, I have been wrestling for over half a decade up to this point, I have been wrestling for so long and then having basically almost nothing to my name from it? That pushes a woman so far to the breaking point that you can never imagine, I was not as talented as anybody else so I had to work hard to my limit to be able to keep up with everybody else, I got better, I found my own inner talent after everything, I found happiness in my dream after it was completely wiped away by the people that turned on me like that.
I have not spent that much time now for someone else to tell me it is not my moment yet, that I have to wait a little bit more, and I am glad you can be patient either way but I am not that kind of person at all, you think I have done all of that to just lose again when I have no other choice to be able to appear on Pain for Pride? I have been screwed the entire season, being so close at the National Elite Championship, being screwed in two of the most important matches that meant so much to Aria the person. Not again… I am not letting it happen.
And it is because of everything that I have done, that maybe people can believe in me in the first place, you have done so by your own natural charisma, with me? I guess people can admire the way that I have not let up in any way despite the losses and failures I have gone through my whole life, they relate to me in a way, the way that I talk, the way that I feel, the way that my heart beats, that is despite everything, they still support me, they still cheer and do not let the Sacred Detective die… that makes me so happy in so many ways you could not imagine.
They do that for a girl that does not really consider herself special. I came to the spot that I am not because I was naturally gifted, simply because I tried the best I could, and now… I do not really believe there are differences with people, personality wise yeah, but everyone feels the same feelings at the end of the day. I think what makes me different from everyone is my perseverance, my hope, my way to dream big. I have said once Cody that I want to change the world for the better, change it so everyone on it can be a little bit happier, and when people tell me it is impossible, I call them out on it because they themselves did not even try to do that in the first place.
I do not know if this will be my place to shine, it is my first time wrestling in a match like this. I ended up letting Milli beat me and take away the championship I have been dreaming of for so long, the two of us eventually became close friends despite that but it still hurts that I was not able to do much more while I was holding onto it. I turned away from everything involving Kelton and the British Invasion and somehow, I am still being spun around and being put into it…
There are so many doubts I can’t ignore but I can grow stronger from them by being able to solve them and answer them.
If I did not feel like I could deliver, I would have not talked up such a big game like the one you hear right now. Believe me, when it comes to the way that I talk or when I act, I am not as natural when it comes to it, I rely mostly on my own logic and being able to outsmart the other person, being able to find contradictions in their statements and then get them through there, you got your way but mine has worked out when it needed to be, and aside from that, I just speak from the heart, my will was broken before, you are indeed right when it comes to that, but it is not the first time that has happened, I picked up the pieces and fixed them every single time, a detective always find an answer no matter how dark the tunnel is in front of them. Also you said 2023 instead of 2024, hehe.
But right, believe me Cody, I have opened up as much as I could towards the people around me, as far as I can obviously, I can’t give out personal stuff like that, you got weirdos breaking in people’s houses and hurting their family members, I do not want that happening to me either. I have opened up my heart as much as I can, and I let it take all of the pressure and bench press that shit like it was nothing, if I can have the chance to go up to the skies, I am slapping Zeus in the face-
Sorry, got excited.
Point is, it makes me happy that you can find a difference in your identity, you should always have, but when you get inside of that ring, you will soon realize what kind of potential I truly have when I put my mind to it.
I do not need any more growth.
I do not need anything else to get worse.
Nothing personal, but I am kicking your head in.
This might be one of the last times we speak Cody, so I wish you good luck. Do not trip when trying to pass me up.
Alright, I think that is everybody I have talked about to this point, let me just-
OH WAIT, HOLD ON! I almost forgot to talk about somebody, Roberto’s little brother! I completely forgot that he was going to be in this match! Silly me! Right then, what do we got-
PFFFTT, HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Alright Luis, I do not know what else do you want me to do, I respect everyone’s strategy when it comes to going into the Grand Rampage their own way but dawg, it is the last day by this point, that is basically pulling the Ronan Malosi strategy “less is more” and then being surprised when you don’t get to do more in that match because they already threw your ass out, yeah I know, Miss Big Number here telling you this but like, you are just not capable for something like this my dude, you are egotistical, delusional, you have coasted off the success of your brother, when it comes to actual matches you just decide to cheat and steal other people's wins and the best you can give for all of us is just some training montage where you barely talk about anybody?
You are a nepo-hire dude, sit this one out.
Tú no eres ÉL.
Also, I hope you have bad luck with the butler.
Also also, apologize to that kid, do not be like that.
Aria slowly walked around the street in front of her with a calmness to her step that you usually did not see from her knowing who the woman was about, guess she felt a little bit more relaxed because she had the chance to walk around in a part of the world that she considered her home, seeing the smiles on people’s faces as they tried to go through the unnaturally hot day today, it has been a bit hard to find determination and happiness in the places around her, it was just a few hours ago that she was having fun with her friends and her family and now all of that happiness was gone walking around the city of Phoenix all by herself, it would be fun if she found TLA though and she sprayed him with the water gun but he was probably not here yet.
She decided to take a quick detour along the streets, going through a small and very spacious park that she liked to go to when she came to Phoenix. It took a lot of walking but she eventually arrived at the center of the park, a gigantic fountain right in the middle of the whole park. She walked towards it and she sat down on it, she took a deep breath in and out and then she began recording on her camera.
You end up coming back yourself and not letting the foot off the gas despite the odds, Cody, that is very admirable as well.
I do not know what other path I have to take myself to arrive to the destiny that I desire though, this is the only path I can go through and I have to take down the wall that is in front of me with my bare hands, believe me, the fight that you have not backed down and you continue to fight and have this discussion with me earns a lot of my respect, it truly does, but you end up becoming another person that I have to take down in my way from achieving what I desire, that has become very much known ever since you have not let up the past few days with me, and I have not backed down either when it comes to my own understanding and my own vision, and it makes me happy as well that you are not taking down the route of trying to belittle me, because I am not looking forward to do that to you either, Cody, I am not looking to do that to any of the talented people that wrestle in this company, at least the ones that do not deserve it, obviously, some of them need a smack to the face sometimes so they can realize what is in front of them.
You have made me think a bit as well when it comes to this match, since this is going to be the first time and probably the last time I am going to have this kind of conversation with you, we are in two different brands after all and this is the only time of the year we get to be able to go over something like this that is so close to us, I hope we end up in the same brand next season Cody, having this talk with you has been incredibly endearing and I hope you are able to succeed on your own, believe me, you are just one of the new guys as well when it comes to participating in the match, it is inevitable that they are going to push you far down and they are not going to give you the chance that you desire to speak up against them, if you compliment me for my tenacity, then I am going to end up complimenting you for the focus that you have to everything. You have focused on making sure everyone does not underestimate you and you have not let up on that the whole week. It is only when you let up on that focus that everything ends up turning against what you planned.
You decided to focus when it comes to my uncle, yes, let me tell you, it took him about… 2 or 3 years to get the whole thing up and running, he had some contacts when it came to the police force all around the country, he got some guys who were frustrated with the job too and then he got them on into the Agency, it was just a bunch of dudes trying to play detectives from those old movies at first and then around in almost a whole decade, it was a whole business that worked with various detectives on it, and well, I work on it too! It is inevitable that he was going to have to work hard so that his own dreams could come true, but here is the thing Cody, I have been wrestling for a while, in Japan, you are able to start off wrestling at a young age, so I took that chance to get better early on, and when I continued growing up and training, and having actual matches, I failed and I was not able to achieve the level that I desired no matter how hard I tried, I was mocked relentlessly by my peers because I was not up to the standards that I desired, the bullying being backed up secretly by my former partner, and it made me a complete mess from head to toe.
I was stuck for almost 4 years there, and then you pile them up with the 3 years I have spent here wrestling in EAW, I have been wrestling for over half a decade up to this point, I have been wrestling for so long and then having basically almost nothing to my name from it? That pushes a woman so far to the breaking point that you can never imagine, I was not as talented as anybody else so I had to work hard to my limit to be able to keep up with everybody else, I got better, I found my own inner talent after everything, I found happiness in my dream after it was completely wiped away by the people that turned on me like that.
I have not spent that much time now for someone else to tell me it is not my moment yet, that I have to wait a little bit more, and I am glad you can be patient either way but I am not that kind of person at all, you think I have done all of that to just lose again when I have no other choice to be able to appear on Pain for Pride? I have been screwed the entire season, being so close at the National Elite Championship, being screwed in two of the most important matches that meant so much to Aria the person. Not again… I am not letting it happen.
And it is because of everything that I have done, that maybe people can believe in me in the first place, you have done so by your own natural charisma, with me? I guess people can admire the way that I have not let up in any way despite the losses and failures I have gone through my whole life, they relate to me in a way, the way that I talk, the way that I feel, the way that my heart beats, that is despite everything, they still support me, they still cheer and do not let the Sacred Detective die… that makes me so happy in so many ways you could not imagine.
They do that for a girl that does not really consider herself special. I came to the spot that I am not because I was naturally gifted, simply because I tried the best I could, and now… I do not really believe there are differences with people, personality wise yeah, but everyone feels the same feelings at the end of the day. I think what makes me different from everyone is my perseverance, my hope, my way to dream big. I have said once Cody that I want to change the world for the better, change it so everyone on it can be a little bit happier, and when people tell me it is impossible, I call them out on it because they themselves did not even try to do that in the first place.
I do not know if this will be my place to shine, it is my first time wrestling in a match like this. I ended up letting Milli beat me and take away the championship I have been dreaming of for so long, the two of us eventually became close friends despite that but it still hurts that I was not able to do much more while I was holding onto it. I turned away from everything involving Kelton and the British Invasion and somehow, I am still being spun around and being put into it…
There are so many doubts I can’t ignore but I can grow stronger from them by being able to solve them and answer them.
If I did not feel like I could deliver, I would have not talked up such a big game like the one you hear right now. Believe me, when it comes to the way that I talk or when I act, I am not as natural when it comes to it, I rely mostly on my own logic and being able to outsmart the other person, being able to find contradictions in their statements and then get them through there, you got your way but mine has worked out when it needed to be, and aside from that, I just speak from the heart, my will was broken before, you are indeed right when it comes to that, but it is not the first time that has happened, I picked up the pieces and fixed them every single time, a detective always find an answer no matter how dark the tunnel is in front of them. Also you said 2023 instead of 2024, hehe.
But right, believe me Cody, I have opened up as much as I could towards the people around me, as far as I can obviously, I can’t give out personal stuff like that, you got weirdos breaking in people’s houses and hurting their family members, I do not want that happening to me either. I have opened up my heart as much as I can, and I let it take all of the pressure and bench press that shit like it was nothing, if I can have the chance to go up to the skies, I am slapping Zeus in the face-
Sorry, got excited.
Point is, it makes me happy that you can find a difference in your identity, you should always have, but when you get inside of that ring, you will soon realize what kind of potential I truly have when I put my mind to it.
I do not need any more growth.
I do not need anything else to get worse.
Nothing personal, but I am kicking your head in.
This might be one of the last times we speak Cody, so I wish you good luck. Do not trip when trying to pass me up.
Alright, I think that is everybody I have talked about to this point, let me just-
OH WAIT, HOLD ON! I almost forgot to talk about somebody, Roberto’s little brother! I completely forgot that he was going to be in this match! Silly me! Right then, what do we got-
PFFFTT, HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Alright Luis, I do not know what else do you want me to do, I respect everyone’s strategy when it comes to going into the Grand Rampage their own way but dawg, it is the last day by this point, that is basically pulling the Ronan Malosi strategy “less is more” and then being surprised when you don’t get to do more in that match because they already threw your ass out, yeah I know, Miss Big Number here telling you this but like, you are just not capable for something like this my dude, you are egotistical, delusional, you have coasted off the success of your brother, when it comes to actual matches you just decide to cheat and steal other people's wins and the best you can give for all of us is just some training montage where you barely talk about anybody?
You are a nepo-hire dude, sit this one out.
Tú no eres ÉL.
Also, I hope you have bad luck with the butler.
Also also, apologize to that kid, do not be like that.
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